?????🤦🏼‍♀️being honest 🙄 opinions?

So I'm two days late, normally my periods are super Normal if not I start immediately the morning after af was due. Long story short, I got 2 tests today... an I'm seriously losing it over taking one or not, or waiting a couple days or not, I'm trying to build up the courage but hopes got pretty high an don't wanna face the disappointment of a negative☹️ opinions? Anything u wanna throw out there please dooooo