Okay. I'm planning on breaking up with my boyfriend. Our relationship hasn't been great, and even though I have no hard feelings towards him I think we should end it, I've been debating this for months.

My best guy friend. He recently got dumped by my best friend. He came to me, and the past few days we have been very close, and honestly I felt some chemistry. I've been torn up. He told me he liked me, and still does. I wasn't decided on ending it with my boyfriend.

Now, tonight, we clarified that we want to be together, me and my best guy friend. We don't know how, we dont know where it will take us, or how long this will last. We just want to try this out.

My best friend, would not be okay with this. But honestly, I've liked him since right around when they started dating. It's been almost two years, and he's had the same feelings for me.

I'm getting those butterflies, the chills in my arms and legs, and when we talked to eachother about this I was speechless, all I could do is breath. I felt like couldn't even move, I felt so happy, hearing everything he said.

And I feel like puking. Probably form all those feelings, but also from the road that lies ahead. I have yet to break up with my boyfriend 😔 I need to as soon as possible, I don't want to do this behind his back and cheat. I don't know if/when I want my best friend to find out, or how she will even react.

I'm so happy. Happier then I've been in a while, it's so wrong though. I just need to find the right time to cut it off with my boyfriend before me and my friend continue with this 😔