Abortion :(

I'm 18 years old and I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago, I'm 6 weeks and 6 days and I just took my first pill yesterday, I have 4 more to take later this afternoon and I've never been so depressed and in so much pain in my life. it's not easy and it's the hardest decision I ever made. My boyfriend and I agreed to getting an abortion because we both wanted to finish college and get our shit together but it's very hard because no one in my family knows and I'm dealing with so much stress and pain and my boyfriend can't be here to help me because he works.