Really losing hope and feeling down😔

Been waiting three years for this baby and finally started TTC in June.

I'm currently on CD 9 and waiting to O but babe just got the call that he's leaving Tuesday(CD12) for 8 days of work out of state 😔 if only I could freeze it myself and use a dropper to insert! Yes, I'm that desperate! 😭

I just want a baby with the man I love! 💔