feel very down right now.

I have had an extremely toxic guy in my life for three years. I finally got to the point where i stopped answering him and it felt so incredibly amazing. Like i felt extremely extremely good. He has been trying to get in contact with me for awhile, and well today he started begging me to hear this poem he wrote that he thought i'd like. my friends hyped me up maybe thinking it could be about me, so i answered. i read the poem and it sounded like it really was about me. i was so excited, i told my mom, i told my friends, and so i asked what it was about, and he said another girl. this is why he is toxic, he manipulates me. he did it on purpose. i just feel extremely shitty right now and stupid. i was doing so well. 😔