So my boyfriend and i started ttc for two months again we lost a baby last November both of us are still a bit nervous and scared my period last month was completely different far from normal and i am due In 4 days for my next period but I been feeling like i am getting it for two weeks now but at the same time I feel like i may be pregnant I bought two tests but I am so scared to take it I think i am scared in both ways that I am and I think I will be heart broken if I am not