I keep having dreams that my boyfriend proposes to me. I hate it and love it at the same time. But I just feel like it's never gonna happen 😰 he was with his ex six years and they had two kids and we have only been together a little over a year and I'm pregnant. I want to marry this man so bad, but his family always says they don't ever see him getting married. But when I say things like that he gets upset. He's told me before I've changed his view of marriage and he feels like he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and shit. But damn I just want to be one family with one last name. I want to have the same last name as my baby. I have a daughter now and she has my last name. The end goal is for him to adopt her, but we have to be married first obviously. I just want it to come sooner than later because she only knows my boyfriend now as daddy. She is two years old. She doesn't have a clue about her real dad. Which I'm sure she will know one day, which is fine, but my boyfriend now will always be her daddy. I just don't want her to have to question why her last name is different. Half of me wants to give the baby my last name too, and change it once we get married, but I also feel like that's a low blow 😕