How do you ladies deal

With the anxiety of not knowing your pregnant yet. I still have 8 days until af is suppose to show up and I keep having dreams that we have a little girl and when I see that BFN my heart gets a little broken. I know I'm not suppose to get my hopes up every month but I can't help it. My husband just keeps telling me not to stress, it'll happen when god wants it to happen. When I see the negative I just go in the bathroom and cry alone cause I don't want my husband to see me get so upset over something that was never there.

Sorry ladies I just had to vent to someone