Feeling like its never going to happen

So these are my days from August and September (today)

After sex this morning I felt lots of cramping, lots of pain during sex, and now my boobs are really sore.

I feel like it's WAY too soon for pregnancy symptoms. As you can see AF is due next week.

I'm afraid it might but be PMS. I don't understand what we are doing wrong :(

Been TTC for over a year now. I just don't understand.

I'm trying to hold on to hope for this month though. I guess we have to see