need someone to cry with

I'm losing the father of my 2 kids again to prison he did a 5 year sentence the first time over a female and now has going to probley do another year and a half over this same girl in so broken cause we were so good together I thought and now I'm just unsure what I'm gonna do this is the second pregnancy he will be missing the 2nd birth everything in just so broken I have to go threw this alone again. no judgment even tho I'm sure some of you will have something negative to say. I just want someone to cry with 19 weeks pregnant and heart broken