I like him but I don't ?! Help 😫

Amy

Ok, so I have been talking to this boy for a while, and hung out with him with other people a lot. At first I didn't like him, but as I was texting him I started to. Then, last month we stopped talking and I found myself sad and wishing we still did. After a month he asked me to hang out and we did, and now I'm still on the fence about him. I'm not leading him on I honestly just am unsure but think I need to let him go. We were cuddling and stuff and I was fine and liked it but did not wanna kiss him and I think that's what's worrying me. I got butterflys and all the things that I am when I like someone but was trying to avoid kissing him!! I've only kissed one boy before one time and we were both super drunk so nerves TOTALLY play a role in why I didn't want to (I'm 16). But I feel as though I'm liking the thought of taking to a guy more than i actually like him. I'm going to be sad if we stop talking, because I am a little attached, but I think it's for the best. I'm just scared I won't find anyone else and I'll lose someone who could've been really good for me. Idk what's wrong with me but yeah I just need advice !! I don't like the idea of breaking it off with him but whenever I'm with him I feel like I'm not happy 100%. Helppp I'm super sad and stressed out because of this :(