Pregnant and terrified.

In the midst of a divorce with a 5 and 3 year old. Dating boyfriend for 7 months. Have a mirena. Got this positive this evening. 😩 I want to be so happy. I always wanted one more baby. But my boyfriend doesn't want more kids. Plus I'm not even divorced yet. I guess I'm just looking for some positivity. I'm going to make an appointment for my mirena to be removed after I have a confirmation from doctor that I am indeed pregnant.