I just want to cry!

Been TTC for #1 for almost a year in October. I am 23 & hubby is 24. Very regular periods with 26 day cycles. I believe I'm either 10 or 11 DPO & AF should start tomorrow. The lack of PMS symptoms have been weird.. I have ALWAYS had sore bb's about a week or so before AF & I haven't experienced sore bb's at all this month. I have tested & I'm getting BFN's. I'm just SO emotional & tired with very mild cramping. My husband thinks I'm crazy because all I've done is cry tonight! 😭 maybe I'm just emotional because it's not happening yet & I want it so badly.. but I definitely feel like this month has been so much harder than others emotionally. Anyone experience this & in the same boat? I literally have no one to talk to about this other than my husband (but men.. 🙄). I feel as though it's too much pressure talking to family & friends about this stuff.. Just needing to vent!