So I told my bf that before him, I had been out with another guy a few times and kissed (nothing else). Once I told him this, he didn't handle it too well bcus he felt less special and now all of our begining seems "fake and forced". This is bcus I took my time with my bf to kiss him ans start a relarionship, and with that othee guy I didn't. What he doesn't get is that with that guy I didn't even had feelings for, and he didn't for me... it was just to have fun. With my bf I took so long bcua I was scared of being in a real relationship and I knew he wasn't one to just have fun with but he won't believe in this. He thought he had gotten to a place no else had before with me bcus I was religious and that made him special but now that's all gone. Tbh he had reached and always been so relevant and important to me... i hate how he is blinded by others things I had with other guys months before I even met my bf 😔😔