Anastasia is getting so big! I remember when she was a newborn I already wanted her this size and now I don't want her getting any bigger. She melts my heart. She makes me happy when I'm sad, and keeps me going. I'm a single mom, that's pregnant again! I'll have my son in November. My husband is trying to break me and try to make me jealous on social media. He's emotionally abusive, ever since I left him and filed child support on him. I lost my friends and opportunities because of him, I really loved him. But I think about my daughter and son and know I wouldn't want them around our abusive relationship. Every day is a struggle, and some days I wish I weren't here, but my daughter has pushed me thru, and I look at her and she reminds me why I'm doing all of this, and I can't ever give up.