​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​so this is kian. a friend of my cousins. i went up to the family campground and he was there, he asked if i wanted to go for a ride on the quad and i said sure, 6 hours, he tells me that my cousin had asked if he liked me, he told me he did a little bit. i'm just so happy right now, we spent most of the wknd together riding on the quad. we were on a quad with a friend of ours and she was driving, kian was in the middle and i was on the end. i wrapped my arms around kian and he was playing with my fingers. after a night of cards against humanity with some of the other kids at the campground, me and him walked around in a field and talked and laughed. then we sat w 4 of some friends outside a camper and i put my head on his shoulder (had to be careful, parents don't like PDA) and kian told me that if i fell asleep on him he wouldn't leave no matter what the parents said. i'm just so happy y'all i haven't been this happy in a while