Mixed feelings, antidepresdants,

B • 22, nursing student 🌼

Hi everyone, I'm 22. last year I was diagnosed with primary ovarian failure. I was having menopausal symptoms because my oestrogen level was that of someone in menopause. I was told I am not fertile and wouldn't be able to have a baby naturally. I saw a specialist and decided I wanted to know what was wrong with my body now, not in the future. I was taken off the contraceptive pill and 6 months later all of my hormones returned to a normal level.. the pill was shutting my ovaries down. I am so blessed to not have primary ovarian failure. During all of that, my partner and I were trying for a baby because it came down to now or never in my head. He's so supportive. When I got the great results, we decided not to rush for a baby anymore. A few months I've later, I've fallen pregnant. I suffer from depression and anxiety and was on Escitalopram (Lexapro) 40mg daily. I am now on 20mg, weaning off with GPS help, even though she wants me to stay on them. I was wondering have you guys chosen to stay on your antidepressants/ try to find a safer one? (I was told most are category C). I just have such mixed feelings right now. I am happy, terrified, confused. In awe, worried. the list goes on. sorry to be negative!