The struggle of TTC

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Currently sitting in my car fighting back tears. EVERYONE around me is getting pregnant...I see pregnant people everywhere. It's like a sick joke. It's so hard because I want to be mature and just have the mindset of "congrats to them and my time will come" but it's so hard not to feel defeated and hopeless. I am a woman of faith so this is another reason I am so mad at myself for having such negative thoughts. We having been TTC since November using OPK and PreSeed and nothing yet, so just losing patience. Just needed to vent....