*Disclaimer: I know most women do not get pregnant on the first cycle TTC*

My husband and I decided to start TTC at the beginning of my last cycle. Super excited and started taking prenatals and all that. Just got my period yesterday and felt the first pangs of heartbreak at not being pregnant. Husband is sad as well. I know some women never get to have children or try for MUCH longer but I'm still sad. I also worry because my aunt ended up having to adopt because she couldn't have kids and I am her twin basically. I know genetically I might not have gotten those genes but I still worry that I did. Especially since we haven't used condoms in months anyways this is just our first month actually TTC.

Had to vent somewhere as we aren't telling anyone that we are TTC yet so I have no one to talk to about this in person.