I cheated on my boyfriend with his roommate. My boyfriend has been emotionally abusing me and our relationships just not in a good place and this thing between me and his roommate just happened. We were both drunk and we have feelings for each other. He's really sweet to me and he's understanding. My boyfriend wouldn't take me to the doctors office when I had a stomach ache so his roommate voluntarily took me. He always gets extra coffee for me and makes a point to memorize all my favorite things. He's just sweet like that. He told me he likes me a while back but I didn't even give him a firm reply back because of my boyfriend. I can see a future for me and the roommate. We just click. Last night when my boyfriend was out of town for a project I went over to their flat to see my bf. He wasn't there and I didn't even know he was going out of town. Roommate had extra take out and asked if I wanted to stay and I did and we had some drinks and ended up sleeping together. It was probably the best sex I have ever had. He even went down on me and my boyfriend has never done that because he thinks I smell bad (which I don't think I do?) If my boyfriend finds out about our little thing for each other he will be so angry and act out and I'm scared of what he'll do to his friend. I feel like a slut but I actually have feelings for this guy.