While I'm heartbroken and aching for my own baby.. I have hope. Hope that one day I will receive my own two lines. Hope that one day I will see the joy, fear, and love in the love of my life's eyes when i tell him the news. Hope that one day I will feel our baby kick and somersault. Hope that I will be able to announce our first child to our families by my 25th birthday in October. Hope that we will raise our child together through everything including giving her/him siblings. I have so much hope.. and surely I hope that this month will be our month.