So on May 31st I gave birth to my second daughter.. she was/is still prefect in everyway.. but on June 9th my father passed away and I have spent all summer happy that he had the chance to meet her but sad he'll never see her grow up.. but I've been managing and creating a new normal without my dad around.. then last Sunday my mother in law unexpectantly passed away.. So I've been doing everything I can to help out my husband because I know what a horrible feeling it is too loose a parent. but my husband also has a 26 yr old non verbal autistic brother who his mother took care of because his father is an alcoholic and is just not capable of.. well we moved him in with us the day it happened. He will be moving into an amazing group home eventually, but in 3 short months we've had a baby, lost 2 parents and now basically gained another child ( I have a 5 year old as well ).. I don't think I can handle anymore of lifes curveballs right now... 😩😩 one exhausted Momma