hormones

My period is going to start soon so I have a wind of mixed emotions towards my boyfriend right now. we see each other everyday. the last time I seen him was Tuesday. he told me he was going out of town for the weekend so I wanted to see him the day before he left. I told him Thursday to come over and he said "next time I just changed back into my shorts." but he said he wanted to spend the day with me when he got back. so i got a little bummed. he left Friday after work so I didn't get to see him. I hardly heard from him the entire weekend. I was missing him like hell but if I told him I felt like I'd be bothering him. he got back last night. and I wake up super excited because I'm going to see him. I find out he went to his cousins house to go swimming. so I'm at home wanting to tell him to come over but I'm upset and don't want him to come see me just out of pitty.