I've already had my first (and only, so far) kiss, and usually I have a mentality of "it's not a huge deal, you don't feel different afterwards."

Fast forward to almost a year later and both of the roles I'm auditioning for in my school's fall play have kissing in the audition sides.

I feel like a hypocrite, but it makes me so nervous. Yes, I know this is all acting. Yes, for a year I've decided it isn't a huge deal.

While the person I had my first kiss with was in no way my significant other, I trust them a lot. I feel like this might be a trust issue, but I know these kissing have nothing romantic behind them. Am I overreacting? Is there any advice for this?