Long story short, I had sex with a man (only once although we kissed and did other stuff multiple times) and although we both agreed not to "get feelings", I did, I think. Or I'm at least attached to him. Partly is because the way we met which was like him "saving" me (not literally but he was there to help me in a time of crisis out of nowhere) and then the sex, I just became attached. The problem is, I don't think he wants to continue having sex and he's definitely not interested in a relationship. He says he has a special place for me because of the way we met. What I get out of that is maybe he feels protective of me and everything, but he has made it clear that he doesn't want to have feelings for each other or be anything more than friends(he wants to stop having sex because of other reasons). We're still friends, but he's been talking less and less to me. So, how do I let go of him? It's so hard for me. I know I should just block him or stop talking to him and move on but even if we don't talk anymore I think about him all the time. I just feel like there's a reason we met and I can't get that feeling out of my mind. And I can't stop replaying the sex either. Ugggghhh. I literally can't even sleep