God took my blessing back

Jessika • ♥️ 30 year old mommy to 4 sweet babies 3 on earth and one in heaven (born sleeping at 31 weeks 6 days)
My baby died last night at 31 weeks 4 days. 
I have to go through labor now to deliver my silent baby. 
My five year old son is all over the place. He offered to give all the money he has to dear god to give our baby back. My sweetheart makes me smile through the pain. 
This photo was just two days ago. My son and I. He loves to hug his brother.