I envy pregnant people.

I've been trying to get pregnant for about 4 years now and nothing's worked. every time I see someone's happily pregnant or happily having their babies I can't help but think "you are so damn lucky" I wish that could be me that was so happy bc I had a baby. I always say how lucky are you to be having a baby. Why is it when someone wants a baby so dang bad we can't have them.