So I'm feeling like I need to take a step back from the dating scene because I feel like these men I've dealt with are making me lose a lot of hope and making me bitter. I've been cheated on in the 3 relationships I been in and I seem to keep meeting men that are hiding marriages and engagements. I just keep getting disappointed back to back. To see men I would've given the world to and was good to marrying and having kids with other women is killing me. Like why do they get to have someone and I'm here alone.I'm not necessarily jealous 100% of the women because I know for a fact these men are not faithful to them but the thought of me not ever making it to the altar because I can't accept a man cheating on me at some point in our relationship or meeting a real man is upsetting. Everyone sais focus on you but 3 years of focusing on me and a shitty dating life is pretty depressing.