Any input appreciated

A little backstory is that in May we got our first ever BFP after using clomid in April after trying naturally for over a year prior to that. In June we lost all hope - no baby had ever grown and I was forced to take meds to help pass everything. Our dr wanted us to wait one cycle to try again. July we tried naturally but with no luck. I took clomid again for the second time this last month. Got my positive ovulation test on 8/28. I'm now on cycle day 23 and I can't help but to compare my symptoms from May and be discouraged. I had breast tenderness right off the bat the last time and now nothing. Trying to have hope but not wanting to get my heart broken again. Anyone out there been through anything similar? I know it's too early to test but also scared to test as I feel it will be negative. Thanks for reading and any thoughts welcome!