this is so hard for me. I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I feel like nobody understands me. I'm just supposed to get over my miscarriage. Maybe I'm not dealing w it the right way. But this is just so depressing. I really wanna get pregnant again but I just don't know. Just the thought of it almost being my due date makes my mind wander. I just wanna run away and cry all the time now. I thought this was gonna get easier but instead it's just getting harder.