the stress of TTC is too much (hello, adult acne) so i've decided to give up. i've been driving an hour almost every day to get blood work & tests ran for over the 2 months. blood work came back & everything is good. husbands sperm count good. everything is great. i even got to find out my blood type (exciting news i know). i'm not immune to varicella which means if i get the shot for that, it'll set me back 3 months. plus on top of that the doctor said i only have 2 options - <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or Hysteroscopy & Laparoscopy. surgery scares the crap out of me (although it's minor) & <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> just isn't an option as its not even affordable. i keep praying for a miracle, but it seems those go unanswered. if i get the surgery & don't get any answers, it seems my boat will be sinking even further. if my husband & i didn't have bad luck, well we'd have no luck at all. this is it guys, that trying to conceive button is about to be unclicked officially.

to everyone else, don't give up! your time will come. but i can't deal with the stress of TTC anymore. i'm sure my face will thank me.