How do u Deal?!?

Iris • Trying to conceive baby #2 after a chem prgnancy

We've been trying for 3yrs, & blood & opk tested positive last week, estimated 6-7, only to start dark brown spotting yesterday & today showing signs of another mc on the way. It breaks my heart everytime esp when my body reacts 2 make me appear to be further along frm bloating. Ladies How do u deal & cope? Im so tired ...😣😥😢