My husband and I had our first child, a daughter named Ashlynn, on May 29, 2016. She was stillborn at 37w2d for unknown reasons. We had a perfectly healthy pregnancy.

In October 2016 we found out we were pregnant again. At our first ultrasound in December we were given the news that it was not a baby, but a full molar pregnancy. We then were put on medical lockdown from trying again for the next 8 months.

In July 2017 we were released to start trying again and we just found out we are pregnant this past Sunday.

We don't know how to feel.

We are excited for the possibility but can't feel the excitement right now. All we can do is wonder if this will be another molar pregnancy... Or will this pregnancy end in laying our baby in a casket instead of a cribs again.

Prayers for this to be a healthy pregnancy with a living, healthy child to bring home finally.

Thank y'all so much!