Alcohol as a "minor "

I'm 19

Boyfriend is 29

He smokes weed

I do not.

He never drinks.

I never drink but, every once in awhile I would like to have a buzz.

We live together.

I'm always home.

It's just us.

And I feel like if I drink just a little bit, then I will be so much more comfortable (anxiety) and our sex will be so great.

I'm so self conscious about giving head and I feel if I drink a little I'll be so open to it.

So it's for our relationship.

Do you think I should ask him to get some? Not any crazy liquor.

He wouldn't get caught. (We're reserved people.)

And it'll be in our home no drinking and driving.

If so, how do I approach the subject? 😂

Don't be an asshole.

It's a question.

And I'm not an irresponsible drinker either.