Idk If I have depression or something or if I used to have it cause I usually just wished I never was born and never had to go though life of course I'm happy a lot but in just as much sad I feel like I'm a burden to the family because I don't know how to do anything at all I'm literally so stupid I don't even know how to tie my own shoes and I'm in 8th grade but since I got held back cause if my birthday in in 7th grade.. I never do my homework but have good grades somehow and I'm a middle child that shouldn't even be in the family cause I'm not needed what so ever my old sister is like the guide and everyone relies on her then comes me which I'll get to later then my younger brother he is loved cause he's the only boy in the family and he's precious and all that and then my baby sister is lives cause she's the youngest so me? You can call me the runt if the family doesn't m completely useless and used to cry almost every day and night but not anymore only if a family member troubles me a lot this is all I had to let out thanks for listening