Conflicted feelings

SJ

I'm 16. Me and my boyfriend fooled around a bit (it wasn't full on intercourse. Making out and stuff) and it was my first time. He's really nice about me only doing what I want to do. And I had fun, but afterward I keep feeling guilt and shame. I was raised that these things are so wrong to do, I enjoy it but I also feel guilty. I know I shouldn't, but being raised your whole life being told that these things are so terrible for girls to do before marriage is hard to just forget. I'm conflicted, tbh.