Devastated

I thought this was the month, I'm 4 day late, been having light cramps since ovulation, hot flushes, high temperature, frequent peeing, what I thought was Implantation spotting and insomnia for just over a week.

Me and my husband are away on holiday and we're going to test in the morning. We've been trying for our rainbow 4 months after a MC.

💥 AF arrives that night in force. Unsure if it is a chemical pregnancy or just a very late Af which is very unusual for my cycle.

Loosing hope that something is wrong and that this may never happen for us. 😭