Am I paranoid?

Jasmyne • Loving my girls

My baby made it to 4 months (Thank God) but since the day I had her I always stayed hovering over her crib watching her sleep. I be coming home at 12:40 in the morning & first thing I do is go & check on her & honestly I stay awake until about 3 in the morning until I finally tell myself that she's ok. Than she ends up waking me up around 4/5 am. There's time I go to work so freaking sleepy because of my paranoia & her waking me up. Do y'all think I'm paranoid or over reacting? With my oldest since she was born preemie when I brought her home she had came home on a heart monitor so I didn't really have to be so paranoid with her cause that heart monitor was loud as hell when one of the electrodes came off.