This is a sensitive topic for me...tomorrow, my son will be 2 weeks old. This was my second pregnancy and my second child. I'm seriously devastated with my body. I know, I know. I am the only person that can fix it, but I am not supposed to do much of anything and cannot lift more than 10 pounds due to my sutures and the amount of tearing there was from delivering. Before I was pregnant, I weighed around 200, but was mostly muscle, and didn't look like I weighed that much. When I delivered, I weighed roughly 280, and now I weigh 245. I have always had self image issues. Now I have a huge pouch of skin that hangs over my tummy, and I can barely stand looking in the mirror. I have given life to two beautiful babies and I feel like I should be able to embrace my body, at least a little, but I feel so unattractive, and it's really taking a toll on me right now😔