I'm 33 weeks + 3 days and I feel bad because I'm just so not myself. I'm exhausted all of the time. Have no sex drive and just in general feel like crap for the most part. I'm very blessed with an amazing husband that I adore but sometimes he makes comments and they make me feel even worse than I already do. He's very energetic and sexual and he says things like "Oh.. I'll calm down. I know I'm annoying you." Or he'll be kissing on me or in my face being silly (which currently drives me crazy too for some reason when I've always loved it) and he'll say something like, "Don't worry. I'm not trying to put the moves on you."

He's mostly playing but it's kind of passive and makes me feel like a bad wife. He's very loving and extremely supportive so don't get me wrong, I'm very fortunate. He's the love of my life.

I just want to be the fun loving, energetic person I've always been for him again and I can't yet. Just makes me feel like I'm failing. 😞