i turn 18 a couple days after my due date. i've had baby fever or something like that for awhile, we had a slip up and he bought a plan b and he kept going on about how he doesn't want a kid this young cause he wants to live and go out. so now i'm completely sad and i hate myself for feeling this way. i just can't believe this is happening to me. i am in a relationship w the dad but am not happy at all he's to controlling and hits me, i can't talk to friends because he's distanced me, can't dress a certain way etc. i didn't see myself being in this relationship i was just waiting till i was emotionally ready to leave and now i feel like i'm going to be doing this alone.. he doesn't know this yet, i'm so scared to tell him 😭