I lost again

I'm pretty sure I've already lost this second pregnancy. morning sickness suddenly diseared, boobs arent sore anymore, and I just dont feel pregnant anymore. I went to the bathroom and there was the smallest streak of brown. nothing when I wiped though. i had a missed MC in febuary around the exact same gestation stage I'm at now (11wks). I can't believe it's happening again....I just know this baby is gone. I can't try anymore. I'm done with this. probably deleting all my apps tonight. my first U/S isn't until the 12th (6 days from now). I was going to have my husband come with me but I think I'll just lie and tell him they had to move it again so he doesn't have to see another dead baby. ...I just don't understand why my body keeps failing. 😧