hello, im 16 years old and just a week ago i tried to kill myself because my depression was getting too much. i couldnt talk to my therapist or friends anymore because i felt like i was annoying them. and the boy i loved (i know its young love so it doesnt last but i really felt something for him) cheated on me and left me like garbage. also i felt like i havent done anything with my life and ill never get anywhere. so i chose to take 2 bottles of pills. but i threw them all up and had to go to the mental hospital for a week and i just got out yesterday. now my situation is much worse because my parents dont trust me (since they found out i had been smoking pot) and i cant figure out whether i wish the suicide had worked or not. im trying so hard to pull myself out but its like trudging through quicksand. everything i do doesnt seem to work. does anyone please have advice?

update: thank you so much for the responses they truly did make me feel better. ive bookmarked this post so i can come back to it and read over them when im feeling down. 💖