thoughts on blowjobs

i have never really been sexually attracted attracted to penises. they look gross. it's not that i am lesbian (nor do i think anything is wrong with lesbians. i believe in equality and that they should do what makes them happy. :). i just can't imagine myself giving a blowjob to someone. i find it disgusting. i can imagine having sex with a man (yes, i am still a virgin). i have often had sex fantasies, but like i don't see how i could agree to giving a dude a blowjob. it doesn't look like a dick would taste good. i don't see anything great about it but doing it just to make the dude feel good. :/ i don't even know. please share your thoughts and opinions.