Endo symptoms mimic pregnancy😢

I'm so sick of my body. I'm sick of feeling this way. The doctors make me get bloodwork done every other month because my periods are so wacky, and my symptoms constantly mimic pregnancy! This time I thought it was for real. My breasts have been hurting so bad, and I never had this before. AF is 3 weeks late( which is also a little strange) Normally I have heavy periods but nothing but a little spotting. The blood tests came back 👎🏻 The nausea: oh the nausea is awful. I haven't been eating much. The headaches: migraines actually, the constant lower back pain, the mild cramps, the hot flashes. I'm so over my body and endometriosis. I'm scheduling my second lap at the end of the month. I'm just so bummed. I don't know if I was exactly ready to have baby #2 anyway but I'm sick of feeling sick everyday. I'm sick of feeling tired everyday. It's a struggle to even take care of my 11 month old, the dogs, the household, the cooking and part time work. I'm just so over it, my cruel cruel body.😭