This happened a few years back but I think about it sometimes. In highschool I had a guy friend who dated my best friend but sometimes he and I would joke around and say sexual stuff to me in front of her. sometimes he'd push me up on my locker in a sexual way or kinda pin me to where i couldnt move but if i really wanted to i could get out of it. which was fine, it was mutual and we understood what and why we were doing it. however, a few years after highschool he was invited to a party at the bar. he sat next to me and started off putting his hand on my knee and I brushed him off saying dont do that. He kept doing it and kept moving his hand up to my inner thigh. I kept brushing him off and continuing stop dont do that. i dont want you to touch me. i wasnt totally uncomfortable to the point of moving but I was a little uncomfortable. i parked down the road at my friends house because i knew i was going to drink enough to the point of not driving. anyway we all moved outside in the parking lot. he kept pushing me to his car and pinning me on my car. i wasnt having it and pushed my way out. i went to my friend and said lets go home. she didnt want to leave and i stayed by her in hopes hed leave me alone. he got me to his car 2 other times and pinned me down. finally began to fight him and he pinned me down in the middle of the street talking dirty to me and saying dont fight it, youre not leaving, you want it you know it. i started screaming and yelling for help yet my friend ignored me and some even laughed. he finally let go and and i just said fuck it and started walking to my friends house with out her. lucky he didnt follow me but i havent seen him since nor the other people. i wasnt enjoying and i often wonder if i was molested. it really bothers me and gets me upset