He's putting me through hell

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Okay so three months ago. I met this boy named Evan. He's in 10th grade. I'm in 9th. We fell in love with each other and dated for about a month before things went south. He broke up with me. Then we were kinda on and off. He always knew what he wanted. Me. But now he has no idea about anything. He knows me better than I know myself and honestly he knows how hard this is for me. He tells me every day that we will get back together eventually. Maybe soon. But life is so dull without him as my boyfriend. I want to talk to him about it. But I only see him about once a day at the highschool. He's never alone. I'm scared of his friends. I truly believe you can't put an age on love. After all we have been through. You'd think we would hate each other. But we dont. He still loves me he says. And I feel the same way. But how do I deal with everything while I'm waiting for him to be ready to start our relationship up again? Please help.