Jealous & Obsessed With BF Ex

Kiara

She has a huge butt very light skinned lots of tattoos a mouth full of golds & she gets almost 2000 likes on facebook on every picture or video she post she's almost like a celebrity & it hurts because I'm the complete opposite I'm slim with very dark skinned no tattoos crooked teeth & only get 2 or 3 likes on whatever I post & I can't help but feel like I'm a downgrade from her. She has 1000s of guys after her my bf told me thats one of the reasons he was with her because he had the girl every guy wanted & it boosted his ego. I found her facebook & I've been obsessed every since she gets almost 1000 likes on face pics alone i just stopped posting because i would only get like 5 & it would really damage my self esteem but not to sound bitter or like I'm hating on her but she looks old she wears green weaves with green eye brows & lipstick which is ghetto af she's loud & annoying she's nothing like me that's why i feel like my bf settled for me because he couldnt handle a girl like her he admitted to not being on her level & how he's intimidated by her but i just looked at a video & she was driving his car in 2016 when we was almost a year in our relationship & i feel like he still has feelings for her because he's so attracted to her even tho he says he isnt he's shallow like that he admitted that looks was high on his list when finding a mate I'm just so down because I'm so plain & so boring & not popular at all I'm very anti social & shy but I do have good things about me too im athletic smart funny hard working loving caring giving respectful i just never been blessed with my looks & i grew up being insecure because i had extremely pretty sisters that no one thought i was really related to i was just like Cinderella & i thought my bf was my prince charming but every since i seen his ex i just feel bad about myself eben though i don't find her attractive at all i guess I'm just jealous of the fact so many guys want her & she's so popular everything i always wanted to be growing up & that just makes me hate myself even more