So I have self harm scars on both of my hips, so many to the point of it all just being scar tissue and I don't feel pain in my hips. I've been thinking of having them covered with tattoos, not because my husband doesn't like them, he calls them my 'battle scars', but (this is where I get cruel) I'm ashamed of them, they aren't me, they're a result of something I did when I was 14 because I thought my life was over. I think they're ugly, I ruined my body and there's no symbolic bullshit that ties into them. Also my husband kisses them sometimes which I know some girls will think is sweet but it's unnecessary now that I'm an adult and still carrying around something that I did as a child. What's your thoughts or give me tattoo ideas?