I have nothing against those who give their baby's away. Those women have some balls. I have an 8 month old and it was conceived through rape. I'm in my late 20's. Still feel like I haven't lived my life enough and like there's so much more I need to do. But the moment I found out I was pregnant from the guy who raped me NEVER did I think of giving my baby away ever. The horrible situation I went through only made me braver and stronger and when I heard my baby's heart beat for the first time it was like a melody that cured some of my pain and put some color to my dark world at that moment. One day for the first time I felt my baby move. And I saw my belly grow Day by day. I went through so much pain. My pregnancy was high risk and I was practically all my pregnancy at the hospital. I went through hell. But I was in heaven feeling my baby inside of me and knowing there was a life inside of me was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. After being born we saw each other, then I realized love at first sight does exist and it was that moment. The most amazing moment that came from the most horrible moment of my life. After some days I was found unconscious, I lost more then half of my blood. Had surgery. Ended up in a coma of many many days. After waking up and seeing my baby once again, then I realized how I could never give my baby away no matter how it came to this world. That, that wouldn't be an excuse. And that god sent this baby for a reason into my world. And ever since it has made me a better human being a very unbreakable one. Therefor, I don't know how some women do this, after going through so much for months and going through the pain of birth, seeing these beautiful tiny humans for the first time. I'm inseparable from my baby. He's my entire world. ❤️👩‍👦